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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Andrea Country: United States Birthday: 3/28/1985 Gender: Female Occupation: Student Message: message meEmail: email me AIM: crazilysweet Member Since: 12/29/2003

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Monday, April 27, 2009

	i am so very very close to giving up... i can't take this much longer.. i'm so tired of being alone.. it seems like i'm forever alone.. can i still stick it out? i have no one.. absolutely no one to turn to.. what exactly has happened to me? where is my strength?
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Thursday, April 23, 2009

家不是家
屋企人非屋企人

有時我真係覺得好辛苦
有嘢唔做得
有嘢唔講得
又要每一樣嘢都就住o黎做﹐就住o黎講
又驚得罪﹐又驚講錯嘢
又驚唔好意思﹐怕佢地唔鐘意﹐
怕佢地o既批平
好唔自然﹐好唔舒服

雖然我好多謝佢地幫我做咁多嘢
令我一d都唔駛擔心o個D嘢
但係咁樣更加令我唔自在
唔好意思掛~

我好想有番一個屬於自己o既屋企
究竟幾時先可以呢﹖

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Friday, April 17, 2009

wow... this is so shockingly accurate... it's scary!

On TWO completely different sites~~!!!
today's horoscope:
"A gust of jealousy will agitate your love relationships; try to control the situation."
"最近的情緒較不穩定而令你思潮起伏，一則懷疑那段感情是否真實，又覺得好似對方有第三者的介入，因而令你心煩意亂，總是疑團重重而難於安寢。"

ugh....

im tired of my own emotions~

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Tuesday, April 14, 2009

	waiting waiting waiting waiting sucks.... i'm still waiting.... please please please wish me luck.... what else can i do? at least i've got a back-up program... now i just have to be patient... til june....
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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

好耐無update喇~
o係香港生活都幾忙
聖誕完又新年又農歷新年
今個冬天做咗好多我好耐都無做0既嘢
樣樣新鮮
過得都好開心架
仲去咗好多好多度地方添~
去咗好多大大小小o既旅行
o岩o岩o係日本番嚟
仲o係日本過埋生日﹗
真係唔捨得走
咁當然大部份既原因係因為唔想同佢分開
番到嚟就好似分開得好遠咁

我哩排慢慢學緊咩係信任
我都覺得進步咗小小架喇
不過有時都仲係有時會好唔開心
佢好多嘢都唔會同我講
樣樣嘢都話唔記得講
又或者要我問先講
我好唔鐘意問
因為好似係我逼佢講咁樣
而佢唔係自願話俾我知
就係因為咁
我好難完全信晒佢
好多嘢我都唔知
但間唔中又會俾我無意咁知道咗
我就會諗
我究竟仲有幾多嘢唔知

我哋曾經有因為佢以前o個個而鬧過交
可能因為咁
所以佢從始就無再提過佢
怕我嬲﹖怕我唔開心﹖
我知佢哋仲有聯絡仲有見面
但係佢從來無同我講過
咁反而令我疑心更加重
原本都無乜嘢架
我又無話唔俾佢哋見
唔同我講我先覺得有嘢呀
但係咁又點﹖我可以點﹖
同佢講我又只會換來一句﹐”你唔信我呀﹖“

唔好睇我好似好唔開心咁呀
其實同佢一齊
同埋係香港生活都好開心架
佢對我其實都幾好
大部份時間都係快快樂樂架
同佢一齊o既時候
我就會咩都唔記得晒
好開心好舒服無煩腦
我只係想借xanga嚟發洩吓
唔駛擔心

最後﹐留番d開心o既相俾你哋睇吖~

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